when i was a kid, i was taught to save and do whatever to be thrifty. As i grew up, i did what i was taught. But soon realised that i was overdoing it. Oh well, the 22mths in ns really gave me a hard 'knock' on the head. though im left with 5mths, this is the 1st time i understood what was fear actually about. It aint about confinement or tough training or whatever related to ns, its about... One of my clerks told me, So what if you may have all the cash in the world, but there one thing that you'll nv get. Someone who is nv true. Nth is more impt than health, was i being overly ambitious in the past?