okay! Had my 1st operation since i was born.
The feeling was..... unexplainable.
Can relive the experience whenever i shut my eyes now.
The numerous numbing drops they gave me.
The horrifying sound of laser.
The red and green beams of laser.
The smell of burning.
The ultra bright shed of light..
Witnessing the removal of smth that looks like a lens that i normally wear. But its nt that this case..

Oh well.. at least i know that sleeping pills dont work on me! LOL
Finally i've made up my mind! All thks to the 30mins or so darkness that i was made to be in. :S

Thats step 1...

Now for step 2. My plans ((:
Like it or nt! i do have plans..

oh well... counting dwn.
4-5 mths to enlistment.
1mth to medical checkup
2mths to graduation
2mths to starting AFP

so tired for now..




FINALLY! i've got a plan (:
1 more mth to grad!
3 more mths to enlistment (if i cant get silver)
3 more mths to end of freedom! ):

oh well heck la! enjoy while i can! (:




Yay! 2009 is here! lol.
Instead feeling better, im feeling worse. lol
think thats too many unsettled issue la. After that everything would be fine..
I've slowly thought it thru during the 2 weeks im away..

Oh well.. it least now i do believe that wishes and dreams really do come true.
No matter how wild or unrealistic it may be, it will!
Just cant describe it now.
Okayy now im gonna ease on working pt and spend some family and 'me' time.
its gonna be a long way.. a long wayy...